So it’s not good

Yeah I know that if I get really low it’s not can happen, has happened. I fall, can’t find my glasses, moved furniture by falling and yes I know that I did not get it that I was falling other than that I was.i was trying to sit, and just fell. Not at all what I was wanting to do. The problem with getting down to 1.8 and having literally the strong muscles allowing myself to throw myself on the floor again and again, knowing that I am doing it while am doing it and not being able to get it to the right place to stay. I’m sorry that I have this. It sucks.