X-mas Eve

I guess tomorrow is going to be interesting. I’m going to be meeting with Mistress to head home with her in her car. Yes I’m at the moment the only one who has their drivers license so I may or may not be driving. This has both responsibility and nervous energy involved.

The reason it has nervous energy involved is that it will be an audition for driving her and her kids around when her parents go on vacation. It will definitely be different than driving in Kelowna, Calgary and Manitoba. The roads are way more complicated than Calgary or Winnipeg. Do I think I will be able to be a good driver for Mistress and the kids? Yes of course. Do I know my way around? Absolutely not. I hope that I’ll be able to figure it out easily enough.

My parents are also planning to take Mistress and I for supper a couple of days later. That is where the nervousness for Mistress comes in. Me I’m just anxious about the car. Not the driving part but what her Mom thinks about my driving as well as what Mistress thinks about my driving.

When I was driving Teria around it was one thing, and hope that her Mom is less critical than T was. She knows what the driving is like here, I wish I had paid more attention to what the driving was like while on the bus.

I will be sure to pay more attention now after what was said today. I hope there is a map system in the vehicle as I normally rely on Google Maps so show me how to get where I need to get to. I’m pretty sure that at least one of the people I’m driving with to tell me where to go and how to get where we will go.

I’m still unsure if I will be driving but hopefully on Xmas the roads will be less congested. More or less not busy. I guess time will tell. In the meantime I’m getting my worries out here so I can sleep well and wake refreshed. Hmmm maybe Krampus will visit either overnight or during the day 😈 it is likely not. Regardless I know that tomorrow and the rest of the week will be better than the week previous and what this week has been like till today.

It may just be nerves and concern troubling me but I trust Mistress and hope that by showing I can drive well things between us will improve. Not that things have been bad, but I think I have strained it unintentionally. Thoughtless words, and misunderstood words from others as well as anxiety and a small amount of nervousness because if I am right it will be a driving test, unofficial or not still a test.

More worry on it doesn’t solve anything so I guess I will have to accept the worry and let it flow through me to dissipate. I am looking forward to seeing you soon Mistress. Our dinner and our planned time together.

Merry Christmas to all and to all goodnight.