You can love someone but it takes acceptance of the love and what comes with it to decide if it is worth the commitment
As Yoda says “either do or do not” there really is no middle ground at least not where the heart is concerned.
While I most certainly have spent a few years bouncing around between Dommes gifting my submission to many I would like to start taking back control, at least partially as I remember early training on being domly it was not quite right, I cannot be domly all the time, maybe being switchy will help. Not whole sub and not whole Dom I can find a ballance with the right partner. It all comes down to the right one.
Are you the right one?