Why do I try?

Why do I try? Because you are worth it, all the effort and time. I would be lost without you and I know that if/when I am allowed back I’ll be punished, more so than I’ve already been getting punished. I know that the easy way is not going to result in any satisfaction, or joy. Instead I am going to abide by my promises.


My Gaurdian Angel is worth it, you are worth it, my time, love and commitment because you value me, and I you.


My first Mistress, who asked me to come. If I will keep my promise to come when called it should make plain that I value you ma’am. I am yours.