Every time I make a decision like this I question my choice. Was it the right decision to make? Did I write off something that I could have had that is beautiful in all that could have been possible but I reminded of something said in the fast and furious movies.

You make a decision and don’t look back. It is that simple. No regrets, just tomorrow.

Today I made a decision, and soon will see if the decision is a good one. Today I told the one in the USA about my situation with the local Domme, that she should stay where she is. To not come to me.

I believe that I did something that was honest and for her best interests. I don’t know if she will think it is and will see if she will stay or hop on a plane to me.