During the early morning hours today Mistress asked me to let go, to drop all pretense and to submit how she wanted me to and I would if I knew how to. Yes I was sent to bed by myself today a few short hours ago.

She said that she appreciated how well trained I am. Am I though? I am far from perfect, mostly I know what to do but it feels like we are in the honeymoon phase of our relationship. The part where we are hot to trot, ready for whatever new discoveries come up but we are still learning each other and it feels good.

There is more we are discovering day by day, about each other and about ourselves. I don’t ever plan to stop looking for more about myself, about you Mistress. Thank you Mistress for giving me the chance to grow with you.