Yeah I know that I shouldn’t be impatient to get to you Mistress, but I can’t help it… only five days left until I’m home. It’s been like this for awhile now, the year long wait was torture but we survived it. Now it’s just a few more days and I know that things are the way they are because of the situation we were in then.

It was something that we began and it felt right at the time, but we both know that we each had growing to do, both in knowledge and experience, and from what I see in you the time wasn’t wasted.

I know that you have insecurities, but every time you are insecure know that I am still here to reassure you. Hold on to that knowledge. I am yours, and you are mine. No one can change how I see you, nothing but one of the most amazing Dommes I have ever met.

Mistress I will be there in five days, and I know you are the one who knew me before I even knew myself, your telling me that you wanted a submissive and it started a chain reaction inside me… everything just clicked into place. Understanding followed that realization, without you nothing else mattered to me.

The break we had hurt me alot. I needed someone to fill the place you left so I went looking, and found someone to take over where you left me. When she passed away and you had resumed talking with me it felt like that hole was almost closed by what had been ripped to shreds. When you claimed me as yours that hole healed up, now that we’re on the home stretch of the wait it feels like it can’t come soon enough.

Soon almost feels like a swear word. Soon I’ll be there for you. Soon I’ll be bringing you coffee and soon I’ll be there to feel your touch, love and attention.